it was 5 in the morning when i decided not to sleep tonight, this morning, whichever it is. now, its bright now, and i've just had blueberry cereal and milk, while sitting at the table with the family. they were all surprised i was up at this time.

everyone had two questions for me this morning, and i mean EVERYONE in the house. AND it was the same two questions! 1. "haven't sleep ah?" my answer: "woke up already" 2. "didn't eat dinner ah? why so hungry?" my answer: "i ate, but now's breakfast time"

so only one of my answers is true, but it doesn't really matter. my point is, my entire family, including my ahma and ani, all look at me the same way, this noctornal, morning hating person who skips dinner? that is not a good thing! besides, i only skip dinner when i'm at home. somehow, when i'm home in front of the tv, at 7.30 (when drake and josh is showing), dinner isn't the first thing on my mind.

bottomline: i need to see my family more often. but how?

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happy lantern/mooncake festival everyone! or zhongqiujie. weird, i know the chinese but no the english. hmm.

only completed 1 out of 3 errands today. 1 more to run tomorrow, and the other, i'll just wait for daddy. (:

met jaclyn and marcus at laupasat, and joshua at chinatown. went to walk around a bit, then headed to pandan reservoir. we'd bought lanterns, candles and sparklers and such, but no one had a lighter. silly us. i watched DOA on the ipod.(: the place was beautiful. the water, the full moon, the lights at the other end of the reservoir and all. sweet.

i need a new phone or a camera, damn.

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song of last moment: my chemical romace; teenagers

see, mika can sing good songs. (:
i haven't ran any of the errands i was supposed to run toda. and its getting late. i'd better get started!

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out with jed today. caught no reservations. its one of those i don't mind watching again! (: had fun. met daddy afterwards, had dinner, talked. talked. (:

i love sarah she's the best there ever was! you are, sarah, the best!<3!

i got my timetable. its HORRIBLE. i start EVERYDAY at either 8 or 9! and i don't end early too, at 4, on thursdays 6! the module's we're taking, sound even more boring than the ones we took last sem! there's this one called global issues: singapore's perspective. wth. then there is creative arts, language arts, and speech training. which all sound alot better than global issues!

looks like its going to be pretty bad!

i'm going to have to go to bed soon too. long day at work tomorrow!/:

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so, i let daddy know. well, he asked. he asked!

ian came over in the morning, with his whole goth-kid getup. watched movies and youtube, until amos came home. three of us bussed to plaza sing, caught the invasion. its really not bad, i wonder if i'll survive if i will survive if my life depended on NOT sleeping./: bought amos his haivanas, got myself two basic topshop tops. money, money, money. i haven't gotten enough!

daddy picked us all and took us to the new grill place behind the foodpark, near my place. yes, in sunset way itself, good food! i had good steak, so worth daddy's money. (:

hurry back please. (:
not working tomorrow! whooo i love not working! tell me again why i started to work in the first place again? 1. i get money. 2. i had nothing better to do. 3. auntie maureen was desperate for help. right. work is a good thing. good. GOOD. (:

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going back to work tomorrow, i've had a nice long break! (: baby ryan's really cute, i got to carry him on his first month party on sunday. i've been spending a tonne of money. spent alot today, cabbing around. visited joshua, ben and xandra at the pet shop where they're working. i liked the cat there! i think its called oreo or something. black and white. really cute!

i'm been playing this game, http://www.miniclip.com/games/bloxorz/en/. i'm stuck at stage 28/33. if anyone manages to figure it out, i don't think you'll be able to explain to me how you did it, but i'd admire you for figuring it out.

wii's this new game thingie everyone's playing right? i think they'd make more money if they designed new ones specially for children. i mean, i see young children having the most fun playing with this thing.
i really like this one, he's so cute! less than 2 years old. the way he plays until he falls, and the laughs at himself, the way he say no more, at the end of the game. ((:

not as cute, but still, little kid, anyhow whacking.

has my point been proven yet?
bye boyfriend, have fun. (:

i guess i'm going to have to sleep soon or a won't be able to wake up on time tomorrow. i really don't feel like working anymore. i feel like just lazing around, watching movies, buying stuff, spending money. is there a possibility of there being something seriously wrong with me? /:

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HAPPY 70th BIRTHDAY AHMA! ((:
celebrated ahma's 70th birthday today, but her actual birthday is on monday. three generations of people = 5tables of people. not everyone was present, and my generation only consists of 10 people. so the two generations before mine is HUGE.
had a big dinner too! lets see, cold dish, shark's fin, roast pig, steamed fish, broccoli and scallop, cereal prawns, noodles, yam paste and cake. i am so going to get fat after tonight, but still, yum!(:

pictures!
here's 4 out of 5 tables mummy's brother&family
sabrina&daddy!
i miss you plenty! and will miss you more when you go away.
mummy's flying to boston tomorrow. ): going for baby's first month party tomorrow after church. so, its going to be a pretty long day for me.

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breakfast with sam this morning! (: had yakun at holland and walked for a bit. i bought me a new book! so that's going to keep me company for the next one day or so. I LOVE YOU SAMANTHA CHAN. she got an LG chocolate phone! it looks super stylish, so sam, and very fragile. but still, niceeeee.

rest of my day was spent working. there were two birthdays today, adam from playgroup '05 and anastasia from k2. i put up a pinata! but it wasn't one of those you whacked, it was one with many ribbons to pull on so the bottom of the pinata tears off and it starts raining candy. only half the candy rain came down, so i had to stick my arm up the bottom of a hello kitty to get the rest of it out its ass. /: this made the 6year olds squeal and laugh hysterically. so i had a tonne of blue's clues and cinderella cake, and plenty of candy as well today. not good at all.

pictures from CHARLOTTE's birthday:
the gorgeous birthday girl hugeass shades
LOVE

i get to sleep in tomorro! and i may not be working on monday ! see how it goes. (:

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTE!!<33!

i got my appetite back! i'm twice as hungry as i usually am today./: so i ate twice as much. went to work today, but instead of staying in the infant care centre today i was outside at with the preschool group. at least that's what i think they are called. they're the 2.5 to 3 years old group. and they're pretty fun. i liked the girl twins! i can't remember their names though. but they're so cute! they'd like do everything together, and did not want to do anything by themselves!

the second half of the day was spent in the student care, where i was doing maths! i still can remember my p4-sec1 math! (: and i found out today kumon teaches primary3 children algebra? i think that's a little early. that girl in the student care, she's smarter than me, and did her algebra questions so much quicker than i could!/:

and the guilt has set in, about spending so much cash yesterday. well, now that i see it it doesn't seem like a bought alot, but i did. i spent about 150bucks yesterday and today. damn.

shopping with charlotte and "esther" was goood. i think i kind of allowed myself to get whatever i wanted since i haven't shopped in a long time. (: when jaclyn got her money and joined us afterwards, she couldn't find anything she really liked. it always happens like that doesn't it?

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GASTRIC FLU./:

how perfect. i called daddy at 3 in the morning today. he came over and applied oil for me, got some meds and water for me and sat with me until i fell asleep, which wasn't until 2 hours later, because of the pain. i love my daddy!

i did absolutely nothing today except lying in bed and groaning. i couldn't eat anything as well. all i had today were a bowl of soup with a little rice inside, and a couple of ribena pastilles to suck on so i'd at least have abit of sugar in my blood. joshua came over for a visit in the late afternoon too, how sweet. (:

daddy brought me to the doctor afterward and got another tonne of meds and my blood report back. everything's normal, which means they still have no idea what's causing my rash. /: i seem quite healthy, according to the rest of my bloodwork. (:

i've got an mc for tomorrow, i have no idea what for, and i don't know if i'll be able to make it out of the house tomorrow. /: we'll have to wait and see, i guess.

mummy's leaving for some part of china tomorrow. have a safe trip mummy!

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